My capacity for uncertainty
My backyard is currently home to a large family of groundhogs. They have a whole ecosystem going, actually. Four or five babies were just born and day in and day out I observe Mama watching over them, guarding them, teaching them the lay of the land. It’s so precious. Today, they ventured further than usual and explored the whole backyard while Mama stood watch on the stone wall, carefully monitoring.
Not to make this a more-than-obvious segue, but these days I’m feeling much like that protective Mama groundhog. Protective over myself, that is. I find myself safeguarding my capacity more than ever. Tending to it, playing with my edges, expanding where I can & stepping back where I went a bit too far.
I just graduated from my 6-month somatic pleasure-based business mastermind & so much of what I took away was around my capacity—really understanding it, learning how to wield it & mold it & shift it & open.
Now more than ever, I am honoring where I’m actually at vs. where I want to be. This is a tricky game I play with myself, one I’m so very familiar with.