Surrendering my grip on the cards I hold close.

The anger, the awe, the fear, the hope.

On projection, people pleasing, self-trust, what happened in 2020, and responsibility.

Finding pearls of wisdom, letting go of ‘shoulds’ and old patterns, learning how to surrender, and carving something new.

Reflections on older versions of me and what it felt like to do mental gymnastics in order to avoid surrendering to the truth.